Abandoned. Unloved. Insignificant. Optional. Unworthy. Disregarded. Taken for granted. It’s a feeling that I’ve grown to known too well. A feeling that’s been felt and a feeling that I know will be felt again. Is it fair to let one person make u feel like this over and over? A lot of people don’t. I used to not to. But I gave u the benefit of the doubt, second, third, fourth, fifth, chances, only to see it happen again. Who am I fooling? U make the same promises u always do that u never keep. I told u I don’t make promises that I know that I can’t for sure keep. U got mad at me. But maybe I don’t because I don’t want people ending up with that pitless, empty feeling that I’m so used to. I’m just waiting to see if this promise is one u’ll actually keep or if they’ll just be more empty words.
If u could feel what I feel and see half of what goes through my mind, I don’t think u’d be acting like u do now.
